Hello, it's me again

it's been so long that i wrote a blog, to busy for collage, and wondering why my life is never happy. from can't learn anything in the class, being dark all the time, never being understood, and e.t.c.

what should i do from now on

sometimes, just sometimes, i regret i have hope, i regret i strive to live, i regret trying being strong, i regret... that i live.

i never know that living is... hard... i know that reality is harsh, the outside world is to god damn worse, but my life, my life is... far worse then this world itself. maybe there have worser thhen me, but mentaly speaking, i don't know. i already broken since 4th grade, so i don't know.

there a lot stuff i want to talk about, but it's for other day, sorry for the bad english. the current anime that i watch right now is : One Punch Man Season 2, Hitoribocchi OO Seikatsu, Senryu Shoujo, and Sewayaki Kitsune no Senkou-san. still love the slice of life, peaceful, comedy anime

and that's all, thanks guys

Oohaten sei